Monday, April 30, 2012

Calendar Page

Today I will turn the page on my calendar, April has ended.  My baby should be here with me.  Her due date is  on this page, I should not be able to turn the page and not have her in my arms.  But I have to...

Missing her so much today.  Baby Grace where ever you are, Mommy loves you so much and can't wait until we can be together again.


  1. You know there's nothing to say but just want you to know I'm here reading. I so wish you never had to turn another page without your Grace.

  2. Omg. I just ran across your blog and the first picture I saw was your due date was April 13. That was my due date too! I saw you lost your baby in February. I lost my baby boy, Wiley, on February 17. He was our first born and it was caused by an umbilical cord accident. I have been blogging as well. I haven't had a chance to read more on your blog, because I just saw that and had to comment, but I will. I'm so sorry that you are going through this too. I wish none of us had to.

  3. I'm sorry you have to turn the page. I'm sorry you had to turn it to April to see that excited and optimistic date marked with empty arms to begin with. There's something about moving past it though, into a new month, that is horrible. Physical evidence that time marches on, the world moves on and YOU are still a part of it, despite any desires not to be. Blegh.
    Have been and continue to think of you. Just want you to know.

  4. The calender from my pregnancy is precious to me. I keep it in Jack's memorial box. All those important dates, the pre-natal appointments, the first kick date, that big happy circled 'Baby!' date.
    These photo's of Grace's calender touched my heart. I'm sorry you have to turn the page when she' isn't in your arms, but in your heart forever.