The bad memories of the night we found out she died still destroy my husband and me, so I don't want to write about them here. The most wonderful memory was finally getting to hold her after 2 days of labor, seeing her beautiful face, kissing her, smelling her... knowing her outside my womb even if she was gone.
OH MY GOD I'm just getting caught up quick and - OH!!! I will Sooooo be thinking of you and absolutely can't wait for the post about your 8 week appointment. Let the anxiety begin and fervent prayer continue. Pregnancy after a loss like yours is it's own sort of hell, but one well worth it when that baby arrives. OH! I'm a mix of emotion - mostly just taking deep breaths and PRAYING that you will be writing about how it how bittersweet it is to have a living sibling to a lost one in 7 months.
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