Mother's Day #2

So this is my second Mother's Day as a Mother.  It is better than last year, but the missing of my first born just echoes inside me today.  There should be a little 15 month old toddling around for me to hold and kiss and love, as well as a baby about to be born.  Baby Bear does help so much to take the soul shattering sorrow out of the day, but she is not Grace and I want BOTH.