Just feeling really low the last few days. This anniversary snuck up on me. God I miss her so much.. tears spill over frequently.
I was meditating yesterday at yoga. I generally use that time to spend with Grace. Yesterday we were at the beach. She was just learning to walk and had on the cutest blue bathing suit and big white sun hat. The wind was blowing and she was laughing and the sun was sparkling on the water. We were so happy in my vision. I wanted so badly for it to be real. For her to be with me. Four months without her, it is like torture.